Life in The Not-So-Fast Lane
Who Am I? I'm not so sure. I know who I'm not. And that's enough for me.

I tend to behave like a Cat Girl child who was raised by Wild Wolves.

I know I like animals. And spanish. and sugar. I love babies and beaches. And Hair. And musicals. And Music.

I'm an afro-Latina. Proudly Puertorriqueña. Boldly Black. Simply beautiful. in my own lil way =]
I'm also a sister/daughter/friend. I'm an enemy to that which isn't for Life.

I am Feminine, not weak. Young, not immature. Ethnic, not exotic. Woman, not subservient.

I'm a lover. But i got some fight.

I love black. I love green. I bleed Red.

This spot should be as random as my life. And reflect some of the things I think/see/admire/whatever.

I read. I write. I'm Passionate. I'm humble. Lets Tumbl----
 
 
 

Paramore—Still Into You [Official Video]

Can’t count the years on one hand
that we’ve been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better

It’s not a walk in the park
to love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it
‘Cause after all this time, I’m still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I’m into you (I’m into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I’m into you (I’m into you)

Let ‘em wonder how we got this far
‘Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time I’m still into you

Recount the night that
I first met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya

You felt the weight of the world
fall off your shoulder
And to your favorite song
we sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time, I’m still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I’m into you (I’m into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I’m into you (I’m into you)
Let ‘em wonder how we got this far
‘Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time I’m still into you

Some things just, some things just make sense
and one of those is you and I (Hey)
Some things just, some things just make sense
and even after all this time (Hey)

I’m into you, baby not a day goes by
that I’m not into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I’m into you (I’m into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I’m into you (I’m into you)
Let ‘em wonder how we got this far

‘Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I’m still into you
I’m still into you
I’m still into you

 
 

Within my bones this resonates
Boiling blood will circulate
Could you tell me again what you did this for?

“I don’t love you anymore” is all I remember you telling me
Never have I felt so cold
But I’ve no more blood to bleed
‘Cause my heart has been draining into the sea

 
 

When I look up from my pillow
I dream you are there with me
Though you are far away
I know you’ll always be near to me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me

I look around me
And feel you are ever so close to me
Each tear that flows from my eye
Brings back memories of you to me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me

I was wrong, I will cry
I will love you till the day I die
You were all, you alone and no one else
You were meant for me

When morning comes again
I have the loneliness you left me
Each day drags by
Until finally my time descends on me

I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me
I go to sleep
And imagine that you’re there with me

 
 

Ghosts in the photograph…
never lied to me. 

I’d be all of that….
I’d be all of that….

A false memory ….
would be everything. 

A denial my element…. 

What was that for…..
What was that for…..

What would you do ….
if you saw spaceships ….
over Glasgow? 
Would you fear them? 

Every aircraft…
every camera….
is a wish that…
wasn’t granted… 

What was that for….
What was that for….

Try to be bad….
Try to be bad…
 
 

I once knew a girl
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I fled
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved.

I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
Someday you will be loved

 
 

Will you…Will you love me tomorrow?

And will you..still stay by me today?? its one of those kind of days

 
 

Funny how i find myself…in love with you….


If i could buy my reasoning….I’d pay to lose….


When half won’t do…

And i ask myself….how much do you…

Commit yourself?

 
 

I hear the clock, it’s six a.m.
I feel so far from where I’ve been
I got my eggs and my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you.
I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don’t leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore’ cause
Dreams last for so long
even after you’re gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn’t wanna talk
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn’t the same
‘Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad ‘cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you’re gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I go about my business, I’m doin fine
Besides what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I’m half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it’ll be all right
I just shouldn’t think anymore tonight ‘cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you’re gone
I know you love me
And soon I know you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

Yeah…. You were meant for me
and I was meant for you.

 
 

You are the girl that I’ve been dreaming of ever since I was a little girl…

  1. I’m biting my tongue
  2. He’s kissing on you
  3. Oh why can’t you see?

1,2,3,4

The word’s on the street and it’s in the news…I’m not gonna teach him how to dance with you…

He’s got two left feet and he bites my moves…I’m not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance…

The second I do, I know we’re gonna be through…I’m not gonna teach him how to dance with you…

He don’t suspect a thing, I wish he’d get a clue…. I’m not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance

 
 

Hey guys!! This is my friend’s band, Howling Star. They are a four piece rock band  hailing from Atlanta, Georgia and currently they are in a Facebook contest sponsored by IndieATL.

The contest is for a chance to be featured on a webcast on the indieATL session and get a spotlight on Comcast Xfinity Video on Demand. Both are great opportunities for advertisement and helping to get their name out and about in the music scene…and well, i think they deserve it. But they could really use some help!

This is a video of their cover of Sleep Now in The Fire by Rage Against the Machine…..If you think this is cool or have a second, please vote for them by clicking the circle by their name on this poll right here: http://www.facebook.com/questions/10151201136940197/


oh… and their tumblr is thestariscalling.tumblr.com

Thanks you guys!!!  Just click the box by HOWLING STAR! 

 
 

I’ve watched you change 
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire….

I watched a change
In you
It’s like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive

I’ve watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed…

I watched a change
In you
It’s like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive…

I’ve watched you change
It’s like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh….

I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away

I’ve watched a change
In you
It’s like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
…..
I’ve watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive 
I’ve watched you change
It’s like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

 
 

Bestrafe mich 
bestrafe mich 
Stroh wird Gold 
und Gold wird Stein 
deine Größe macht mich klein 
du darfst mein Bestrafer sein

Der Herrgott nimmt 
der Herrgott gibt

Bestrafe mich 
bestrafe mich 
du meinst ja 
und ich denk nein 
schließ mich ein in dein Gebet 
bevor der Wind noch kälter weht

Deine Größe macht mich klein 
du darfst mein Bestrafer sein 
du darfst mein Bestrafer sein

Deine Größe macht mich klein 
du darfst mein Bestrafer sein 
deine Größe macht ihn klein 
du wirst meine Strafe sein 
Der Herrgott nimmt 
der Herrgott gibt 
doch gibt er nur dem 
den er auch liebt 
bestrafe mich

 Punish me 

punish me
straw becomes gold
and gold becomes stone
your size makes me small
you may be my punisher

The lord takes
the lord gives

Punish me
punish me
you say yes
and I think no
include me in your prayer
before the wind blows even colder

Your size makes me small
you may be my punisher
you may be my punisher

Your size makes me small
you may be my punisher
your size makes him small
you will be my punishment
The lord takes
the lord gives
but he only give to those
who he loves
punish me

 
 

It’s a big mistake…50 days, 3 months away….I’d be laughing today…But your voice on the phone gives me no reason…
 Don’t take from me…My heart is barely beating..Don’t take from me…I’m falling down…
All I want to do…is lie in bed with you..All I really ever need…is..you….All I got to do…..is give up all I have to be with you…
It’s a different day,1500 miles away….Why would you want to stay?So take…a look…around
All I want to do….is lie in bed with you….All I really ever need is you…All I got to do….is give up all I have to be with you…
All I want to do is to be close to you….
All I want to do is to be next to you….All I want is you to give up all we had to be…
 I can’t remember why I’m hereIf you’d let me spend my life with you
December’s goneIt came and wentAll I really need is youI’m waiting here for you
 December’s gone
It came and went….. 

 
 

You’ve got your ball
you’ve got your chain
tied to me tight tie me up again
who’s got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I’ll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I’m so lost for you 

You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I’m bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

If I’ve gone overboard
Then I’m begging you
to forgive me
in my haste
When I’m holding you so girl
close to me

Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream.. In a boys dream

Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I’d like to be
For you, for me, come crash 
into me

 
 

Well, when you go
Don’t ever think I’ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I’ll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You’re still a good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out while you can

When you go would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you like I did yesterday”?

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you down and out
It’s where you oughta stay

Well after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up while you can, whoa whoa

When you go would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you like I did yesterday”?
Well come on, come on!

When you go would you have the guts to say
“I don’t love you like I loved you yesterday”?

I don’t love you like I loved you yesterday
I don’t love you like I loved you yesterday

 
 
 
 
 
 
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