Who Am I? I'm not so sure. I know who I'm not. And that's enough for me.

I tend to behave like a Cat Girl child who was raised by Wild Wolves.

I know I like animals. And spanish. and sugar. I love babies and beaches. And Hair. And musicals. And Music.

I'm an afro-Latina. Proudly Puertorriqueña. Boldly Black. Simply beautiful. in my own lil way =]
I'm also a sister/daughter/friend. I'm an enemy to that which isn't for Life.

I am Feminine, not weak. Young, not immature. Ethnic, not exotic. Woman, not subservient.

I'm a lover. But i got some fight.

I love black. I love green. I bleed Red.

This spot should be as random as my life. And reflect some of the things I think/see/admire/whatever.

I read. I write. I'm Passionate. I'm humble. Lets Tumbl----
 
 
 

I once knew a girl
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I fled
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved.

I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved

You’ll be loved you’ll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
Someday you will be loved

 
 

I hear the clock, it’s six a.m.
I feel so far from where I’ve been
I got my eggs and my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you.
I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don’t leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore’ cause
Dreams last for so long
even after you’re gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn’t wanna talk
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn’t the same
‘Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad ‘cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you’re gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I go about my business, I’m doin fine
Besides what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I’m half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it’ll be all right
I just shouldn’t think anymore tonight ‘cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you’re gone
I know you love me
And soon I know you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

Yeah…. You were meant for me
and I was meant for you.

 
 

I’ve watched you change 
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire….

I watched a change
In you
It’s like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive

I’ve watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed…

I watched a change
In you
It’s like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive…

I’ve watched you change
It’s like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh….

I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away

I’ve watched a change
In you
It’s like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
…..
I’ve watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive 
I’ve watched you change
It’s like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

 
 

Bestrafe mich 
bestrafe mich 
Stroh wird Gold 
und Gold wird Stein 
deine Größe macht mich klein 
du darfst mein Bestrafer sein

Der Herrgott nimmt 
der Herrgott gibt

Bestrafe mich 
bestrafe mich 
du meinst ja 
und ich denk nein 
schließ mich ein in dein Gebet 
bevor der Wind noch kälter weht

Deine Größe macht mich klein 
du darfst mein Bestrafer sein 
du darfst mein Bestrafer sein

Deine Größe macht mich klein 
du darfst mein Bestrafer sein 
deine Größe macht ihn klein 
du wirst meine Strafe sein 
Der Herrgott nimmt 
der Herrgott gibt 
doch gibt er nur dem 
den er auch liebt 
bestrafe mich

 Punish me 

punish me
straw becomes gold
and gold becomes stone
your size makes me small
you may be my punisher

The lord takes
the lord gives

Punish me
punish me
you say yes
and I think no
include me in your prayer
before the wind blows even colder

Your size makes me small
you may be my punisher
you may be my punisher

Your size makes me small
you may be my punisher
your size makes him small
you will be my punishment
The lord takes
the lord gives
but he only give to those
who he loves
punish me

 
 

It’s a big mistake…50 days, 3 months away….I’d be laughing today…But your voice on the phone gives me no reason…
 
Don’t take from me…My heart is barely beating..Don’t take from me…I’m falling down…
All I want to do…is lie in bed with you..All I really ever need…is..you….All I got to do…..is give up all I have to be with you…
It’s a different day,1500 miles away….Why would you want to stay?So take…a look…around
All I want to do….is lie in bed with you….All I really ever need is you…All I got to do….is give up all I have to be with you…
All I want to do is to be close to you….
All I want to do is to be next to you….
All I want is you to give up all we had to be…
 
I can’t remember why I’m hereIf you’d let me spend my life with you
December’s goneIt came and wentAll I really need is youI’m waiting here for you
 
December’s gone
It came and went….. 

 
 

You’ve got your ball
you’ve got your chain
tied to me tight tie me up again
who’s got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I’ll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I’m so lost for you 

You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I’m bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

If I’ve gone overboard
Then I’m begging you
to forgive me
in my haste
When I’m holding you so girl
close to me

Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream.. In a boys dream

Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I’d like to be
For you, for me, come crash 
into me

 
 

anordinarydayinanordinarymind:

this is a powerful ass video

fuckin Damian Marley and Skrillex man….

this video. just gave me everything. 

Jr. Gong is my husband. 

(Source: saintchristopherprotectus)

 
 
 
 

Well, when you go
Don’t ever think I’ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I’ll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You’re still a good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out while you can

When you go would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you like I did yesterday”?

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you down and out
It’s where you oughta stay

Well after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up while you can, whoa whoa

When you go would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you like I did yesterday”?
Well come on, come on!

When you go would you have the guts to say
“I don’t love you like I loved you yesterday”?

I don’t love you like I loved you yesterday
I don’t love you like I loved you yesterday

 
 

Lover can you help me?
I’m a child lost in the woods….
A black heart pollutes me and I think…

You’re a Mountain….that I’d like to climb
not to conquer….
But to share in the view…. 

 
 

You are the girl that I’ve been dreaming of
Ever since I was a little girl
You are the girl that I’ve been dreaming of
Ever since I was a little girl

One!
I’m biting my tongue
Two!
He’s kissing on you
Three!
Oh, why can’t you see?
One! Two! Three! Four!

Word’s on the streets and it’s on the news:
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance with you
He’s got two left feet and he bites my moves
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance!
The second I do, I know we’re gonna be through
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance with you
He don’t suspect a thing, I wish he’d get a clue
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance!

You are the girl that I’ve been dreaming of
Ever since I was a little girl
You are the girl that I’ve been dreaming of
Ever since, ever since

One!
I’m biting my tongue
Two!
He’s kissing on you
Three!
Oh, why can’t you see?
One! Two! Three! Four!

Word’s on the streets and it’s on the news:
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance with you
He’s got two left feet and he bites my moves
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance!
The second I do, I know we’re gonna be through
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance with you
He don’t suspect a thing, I wish he’d get a clue
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance!

One!
You’re biting my tongue
Two!
I’m kissing on you
Three!
Is he better than me?
One! Two! Three! Four!

Word’s on the streets and it’s on the news:
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance with you
He’s got two left feet and he bites my moves
I’m not gonna teach him how to dance, dance, dance, dance!

Oh! Dodododododododo dance, dance, dance, dance
Oh! Dodododododododo dance, dance, dance, dance
Oh! Dodododododododo dance, dance, dance, dance
Oh! Dodododododododo dance, dance, dance, dance
Dance, dance, dance, dance, dance!

 
 

new No Doubt video!!


song is called settle down 

 
 

As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I’m the one in your soul
Reflecting the light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don’t know
And how do we relight the flame when it’s cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I’m the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don’t know
And how do we relight the flame when it’s cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Where do we go when we just don’t know
And how do we relight the flame when it’s cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

I need serenity

 
 

Love of mine some day you will die
But I’ll be close behind
I’ll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
“Son fear is the heart of love”
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It’s nothing to cry about
‘cause we’ll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No’s on their vacancy signs

If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Then I’ll follow you into the dark

 
 

Novacane—Frank Ocean

simply cuz i have those kind of days where I wish I was so numb to the rest of this shit where I couldn’t feel my face….and then again, I’ve had those days before…and i can’t miss them too much 

I think I started somethin’, I got what I wanted
Did, didn’t I can’t feel nothin’, superhuman
Even when I’m fuckin’ Viagra poppin’,
 every single record autotunin’
Zero emotion, muted emotion, pitch corrected, computed emotion, uh-huh

I blame it on the model broad with the Hollywood smile, aww
Stripper booty and a rack like wow, Brain like Berkeley
Met her at Coachella, I went to see Jigga, she went to see Z Trip, perfect
I took a seat on the ice cold lawn, she handed me a ice blue bong, whatever
She said she wanna be a dentist really badly, she’s in school payin’
For tuition
 doin’ porn in the Valley, at least you workin’
But girl I can’t feel my face, what are we smokin’ anyway
She said don’t let the high go to waste, but can you taste a little taste

[Hook]
Novacane, baby, baby, Novacane, baby, I want you
Fuck me good, fuck me long, fuck me numb
Love me now, when I’m gone, love me none
Love me none, love me none, numb, numb, numb, numb

[Verse 2]
Sink full of dishes pacin’ in the kitchen, cocaine for breakfast, yeggs
Bed full of women, flip on a tripod, little red light on shootin’
I’m feelin’ like Stanley Kubrick, this is some visionary shit
Been tryna film pleasure with my eyes wide shut but it keeps on movin’
I blame it on the model broad with the Hollywood smile
Stripper booty with the rack like wow, I’ll never forget ya
You put me on a feelin’ I never had, never had, never had
And ever since I’ve been tryna get it back, pick it up and put it back
Now I’m somethin’ like the chemist on campus
But there’s no drug around, quite like what I found in you

I still can’t feel my face, what am I smokin’ anyway
She said don’t let the high go to waste but can you taste a little taste of

[Hook]
Novacane, baby, baby, Novacane, baby, I want you
Fuck me good, fuck me long, fuck me numb
Love me now, when I’m gone, love me none
Love me none, love me none, numb, numb, numb, numb 

[Bridge]
Novacane for the pain

[Outro]
Pretty girls involved with me
Makin’ pretty love to me pretty, pity pity
All the pretty girls involved with me
Makin’ pretty love to me pretty, pity pity


I can’t feel a thing
I can’t feel her

Novacane for the pain