Biting back feelings
It’s rough. Every time i think I’m out of the woods, something else throws me in the dark.
I’m trying hard as usual. i decided not to do medication for this years ago…and i don’t want to start now.
But the god honest truth is that meds aren’t the real hassle…sliding self medicating with alcohol, sex, or starting recreational drug usage is.
That’s the scary truth about emotional illnesses like depression or anxiety disorders—especially when paired with addiction in family history.
i get nervous about everything. I stay checking to make sure i haven’t built any detrimental or unhealthy habits….